I feel bad. I feel horrible. Not because what someone did to me.
But, something I did to people and didn't do things that are very important.
People tell me something that comes around will eventually left someday.
But for me, it is not.
There are things that unexpectedly come upon my life and never left.
Or maybe something I wish and don't want to let go.
A feeling of joy and happiness of having a friendship.
There are things I couldn't say to someone no matter how many times or how many trials I've tried,
Those word won't even come out from my mouth nor a text,
I am scared if telling this making me looks pathethic,
or desperate,
I am scared if I was the only one that thought the friendship is real.
So, I don't.
The only words I could tell is sorry,
I repeated it again and again,
People sick of hearing that word,
but I hope they understand how much I love and care,
how regret and sorry I am,
for not being a good friend,
for not being good enough,
for not being there when they go through hardship,
I am a fool,
I am stupid,
A complete Idiot.
Biography
About me
Name: Fendi
Sex: Male
Birthday: 20 December 1998
Hobbies: Anime, Sports, Graphic Design and Games
Favourite sport: Basketball
I feel bad. I feel horrible. Not because what someone did to me.
But, something I did to people and didn't do things that are very important.
People tell me something that comes around will eventually left someday.
But for me, it is not.
There are things that unexpectedly come upon my life and never left.
Or maybe something I wish and don't want to let go.
A feeling of joy and happiness of having a friendship.
There are things I couldn't say to someone no matter how many times or how many trials I've tried,
Those word won't even come out from my mouth nor a text,
I am scared if telling this making me looks pathethic,
or desperate,
I am scared if I was the only one that thought the friendship is real.
So, I don't.
The only words I could tell is sorry,
I repeated it again and again,
People sick of hearing that word,
but I hope they understand how much I love and care,
how regret and sorry I am,
for not being a good friend,
for not being good enough,
for not being there when they go through hardship,
I am a fool,
I am stupid,
A complete Idiot.
Motivate urself
"If you're not willing to risk it all, then you don't want it bad enough"
If people tell me that i can’t do
something, i will want to do it. ”
“ An open mind is the secret in
making friends.”
“I want to be the person who can be kind to the weak and be strong to the people who are strong”
"Follow your heart, not your head. Follow your passion."
"Just because you are different, doesn't mean that you are wrong"
